Sorry for the lengthy delay!

I wish I could say it was for a good reason but that would be a big fat stinky lie. Ive been SO lazy recently and just been feeling blah! I hadn't done laundry in so long that Derek didn't have any pants left for work so I spent all day doing laundry but that did make me feel alittle better!

Just wanted to update some pictures since I have a ton I have to unload from the camera and post soon as well. I promise I'll make every effort to do it tomorrow, I know you all need your Jossalyn fixes!

Joss with Chris from The Dreaming

Chris is officially Jossalyns first "crush" check her out, she can't stop staring!
She feel asleep on him shortly after she drolled all over his hoodie

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omg

Im so nervous for tomorrow I could vomit all over the place. Im like mini-panic-attacking! (or however you would spell/puncuated that).

Tomorrow btw is:

The Dreaming

&

Trust Company

at our place, Octane!!

Gee ---- IM SO GEEKED

but soooo nervous. Then the guys from The Dreaming will be crashing with us for two nights.

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Jossalyn

View Project at Shutterfly

Lazy = ME

Totally don't feel like double/tripple/quad posting these all over Flickr/MySpace/Facebook/Here

I am just posting the link.... So what, deal with it!!

Im going to spend this time with Derek relaxing and watching IRON MAN - well as soon as Im done pumping :P!

http://www.flickr.com/photos/31984080@N07/

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I COULD SCREAM!!

Seriously, explain to me how I drop Josie off with my gram at 2:30, so I can go to work, and I just call to check to see how everything is going and she says she's on her 3rd, yes THIRD, bottle.

Its been 2 hrs. and 10 mins.

She should have only had ONE so far!!!! No wonder she never seems full after nursing anymore!!!

URGH!!!!!

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just another picture post - Im tired and crabby and don't feel like blogging and I have to work for the rest of the week :( boooo!

Chillaxin with Derek and I just watching TV

She's totally gonna hate us one day! ROTFL

Yep, Im a BAD mommy. I allow tummy sleeping and having things in the crib! But she loves her bunnyhead!

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Privacy Please

Pumping at home sucks but atleast I don't have to put a note on my door here :) - I share my office at work with 2 other people so needless to say pumping is a full out ordeal when I am there.

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Procrastination is Key!

Wow- This was taken on Nov. 4th, Jossalyn was only 6 days old. So tiny! And this was taken tonight, Feb. 4th (I TOTALLY didn't plan that!!! FREAKY!) It's amazing what 3 months can do!

She was "eye beggin" to NOT take a bath - FYI: She lost!Totally trying to fit the entire thing in there.
WOAH! She totally digs those lil' chicks in there!

MOM?! WTF IS THIS?

Seriously?! Must you keep taking pictures?!
I TOTALLY can't wait til she can have chores!

Cause and Effect - Learning to roll & getting stuck because of it!

Yea Im supposed to be cleaning - bite me!
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Miss Spiders Sunny Patch

It's a show on 'Noggin' and Josiebe loves watching it - it has tons of bright colors!
Check out this video: Miss Spider

My Own Personal Enemy

Is... Myself, well my weight. Derek asked me why I used an old picture as my "icon pic" and truthfully the answer is because I'm ashamed of the way I look now and wish I looked that way again!

I have decided that if I publicly put myself out there maybe I'll be more motivated to change. Yes, I do look at my situation like, "It took 9 months to put on; so, it should take 9 months to remove" but I'm already 1/4 of the way there and have GAINED weight since our 6 week pp check-up!! I also figure that if you are reading this you love me for me and I can't deny my weight issues and you already know I have them.

So if you give me shit for looking the way I do after having a baby then I will come to your house and cut your feet of in your sleep :P

Ugh- I just FEEL awful and can't stand it anymore so lo-and-behold a photo montage of the many looks of Evie:

I think this is the heaviest I have ever been - 2004 - (and the longest my hair has ever been). The beginning of my first big weight loss (for our wedding) this was May 07 - at John and Caroline's wedding. ALSO what I hope to look like again!

I had lost 35 pounds at this pointJuly 07 - Still wanted to lose another 30 but never happened.
NOW
FOR
THE
PREGNANT
BELLY

ONE WEEK before delivery

NOW
FOR
THE
AFTERMATH!

3 months after delivery (yes stretchmarks and all - which I didn't get til the last few weeks)
Side view - notice how AWFUL my posture is?!
From the front - Growing my hair out and shrinking my tummy - Hopefully!

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